Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?




SAY IT


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22nd Birthday;

6th September, 2012. It was the most happiest day ever in my entire 22 years of life. It was my birthday. It wasn't a simple birthday. It was an unforgettable birthday celebration that I cried. No one ever celebrates my birthday but this year, my dream came true. 




 Text messages, twitter messages, facebook post and instagram pictures just blew me away. And to top on that, they even surprised me with a cake. Not just one cake. I had four birthday cakes. Tell me, who wouldn't be happy to had such a good celebration from your friends. My mummy even bought me a cake. A hazelnut cake. It was delicious, simply delicious. And I even received a birthday present from my dearest friend, Zaf. 

I really wanna say thank you to every single one of you that makes my 22nd Birthday a good one. From the bottom of my heart, Thank You. I really appreciate all of your generous thoughts and wishes. Thank you. To end this post of mine, being 22 means I have to be wiser and put in more effort in my studies as well as my work. Hopefully everything goes as plan.





One More Chance

They said chances are hard to come by. Once you blew it, you will never get to experience it again. However, I beg to differ. Chances are like opportunities. One door closes, another door opens next. But it is all up to individuals to decide. 
 It is funny when you missed an opportunity, another one comes right after. So, don’t ever believe that you can’t have one more chance. You do. We all do. Anyways, speaking of chances, work has given me the opportunity to work at 313 Somerset. It was rather awkward at first because the people over there are all new. But after a few hours working, managed to have a little chat with the Manager. 
I must say that my impression of her beginning to change when we first talked. I had fun working, talking to customers, entertaining Muhaimin because he is my colleague at Bugis. Thankfully, Kiki and Izza were there. So the four hours of working, lead me to getting to know the part timers over there. I am a pretty shy person when it comes to getting to know someone but all hell breaks loose when we started communicating. 
 After work, Muhaimin decided to take pictures with the 313 staffs. So we did. We camwhore like nobody’s business, taking pictures and make the hell of a noise there. All in all, I had fun and if there’s ever an opportunity for me to work over there again, I would. That’s for now. Will blog again soon. And to end this post, remember opportunities are always there for you. Take a chance and explore.



Closer than Ever



It's been such a long time since I last wrote anything over here. School and work has been tying me down lately. Ever since Year 2 starts, my life has been very busy due to Assignments, UT's and all those workloads that is piling me up day by day.

School has been great. It's the week 13 already. 2 more weeks till I end my semester 1. After which will be having my 1 month of holiday! I just can't wait to rest and stop thinking about school. So anyways, it is the fasting month right now and I am very very happy because this year fasting month is faster than last year. Faster and way way slacker. Doesn't feel like you are fasting.

Raya is in this month, during my UT 3 period. Oh God. It's already August. How time flies. I will miss all my classmates, ever lasting laughter, joke, nonsense and serious faces. They have been my strength and weaknesses.

I had a great time this Semester. It has never been this awesome. I already am excited for Semester 2 because no more codes! Woohoo. Will be focusing more on Business modules, thankfully. Alright, I guess that's it for now. I have lots to type it down here but if I go on, I won't be able to stop. So to summarize everything, the month of April till July has been really good. Hopefully August will be as good as July. Will blog soon okay! Xoxo, love!






Because school has never been this fun.




 Hey. It has been months since I last update anything over here. Alright, time flies so fast. I am already in my Year 2 Semester 1. The first week of school was really good. It was a good start of my week and I am blessed with nice people in my class. Oh, on top of that I have 4 different classmates this semester. 

Remembering 100 over names is not funny. I can't even remember any of their names at all. Only know their faces. Oh well, I guess I am that lucky to be thrown into different classes every day. Meeting new classmates is a good thing after all. At least, won't be much of a drama. 

Anyways, school has been awesome. Friends have been really great. They always made my day. I guess I need them as a dosage of medicine to keep me awake. Year 2 is kinda stressful. For the first problem, I can foresee myself going into more harder topics than usual. 

Make friends with the new year ones and they are all really friendly. All thanks to FOP and Cypher Camp. I had fun. We enjoyed ourselves most of the time. Speaking of which, during FOP my team won 5th place for one of the activity. Yeah. My first winning. Hah. So yeah, RP is really a good school. 

I have lots of friends this year. On top of that will be having the same lesson with the Year 3's and Year 4 students. Tomorrow, yeah. Another new bunch of faces to see. By the way, work was okay. Crowded with so many people. Finally got my $100 voucher. Time to shop for clothes. Cotton On still owes me another voucher okay. 

Oh yeah, school starts at 9.45am tomorrow. WOOHOO. I hope Management Information Systems is a good module. Prays hard. All I can say April is a good Month for me. Hope that May will be much better. (: Got to go. Take care peeps! Have an early night. ^^



This is my story;


As days goes by, time keeps on ticking I realized that things has changed. For the better or for the worst, only they themselves know it.

Semester 2 is coming to an end in just three days. I can't believe I survived Year 1. It has been good. Ups and downs, that is life. But overall, I really do enjoyed most of it.

New class gonna start this April. I hope it is gonna be much more better than my previous Semester classes. Do gonna miss them though. It has been a good 15 weeks. Alright, life's good. As per normal. What else can I ask for uh?

Work has been good. In fact, am working tomorrow at 3 to closing. How tiring it is. Haha. But nevertheless I do enjoy working. I just can't wait for the 2 months holidays. I need a break. Tired from all this things I have been doing.

What else can I say here? Oh yeah. I have this little crush on this one person. I don't know why and how but it makes me do think of that person sometimes. I wanna tell the person how I feel but each time I saw that person, I am stumped. Loss of words.

Is this love? I don't know but I wish to find out. It is killing me. Sometimes, I do pretend that there is nothing wrong. We are just friends and that's it. But why am I lying to myself? Why am I deceiving all this while? Don't know why.

At times, I do feel that I wanna be with someone and tell that person I love you. But saying I love you is a big big word. It takes time. Cause I don't wanna play with love. I don't wanna ended up getting hurt instead.

So I choose not to deal with love. Let it comes naturally. My life? It has been good. I'm loving it. It has been so long since I felt upset about life. I wish to move on. Move on from this misery. No more heartaches, no more broken promises.

And if you find your happiness, I will be happy for you. Really. Am not kidding. What I have just said, it is coming from my own mouth. Trust me, your happiness, my happiness. I love you.

p/s, February, here we meet again.





All I need for now.


Hey, I am back from hiatus. Yes, it has been a one hell of a ride for not updating my blog. I feel naked, somehow. Anyways, was away for such a long period of time so pardon me for not being able to type as good as I used to. Nah, kidding. (:

So, life's good. It's a new Year, new start and a new beginning. Throw away the unpleasantness in 2011. 2012's gonna be awesome. Oh by the way Happy Chinese New Year to all of you! Although it is belated but still the thought that counts.

School has been awesome. With the awesome people, as usual. Year 1 is gonna end pretty much soon. I'm left with 2 weeks. Just 2 weeks and I shall bid goodbye to my Year 1 life. And then here comes the Holidays! The most anticipated of them all. 2 months of break - 2 months of non stop working my ass off for moolahs. Time to get myself a retail therapy session. (:

I haven't been shopping much lately. Been too busy spending time at work, school and home. Am actually broke for this whole month. Yes. Asking my mummy for money is like begging for her forgiveness. Sometimes I wish I don't have to ask her but at times like this I just... you know.

Enough about money. So UT 3 is coming. Time to burn midnight oil. I have not been active in writing notes, studying and all. Maybe my age is getting the better of me. Well getting older day by day. Hah. (:

So, January 2012 has been good. February is arriving pretty soon. That means another month is going to end. Time flies so fast and when you least expected it, it just came back to you. The routines has been the same. I need a rest. I really in need of rest. Need to stop thinking of this, that, that, this. All of this have to stop.

My love life? I am enjoying every bit of my single life. But I won't deny the fact that sometimes I feel that I wanna be in love. To be with that person, hugging the person, seeing the smile of the person - it makes me happy.

Work? It has been good! New staffs coming in. I am so attracted to someone in my store! Hah. Okay, just need to stop this. Alright, gonna be busy filming a new show. And I need my sleep now.

p/s; I miss the old Bugis Team. It feels somehow, lonely and different. I miss you guys. Xx.

Till then... when I have the time to blog again. (: Nights people!






back once more;



Haven't been blogging for quite some time, I must say. Been busy with school and my life.

Semester 2 has been a roller coaster ride. I am so happy to have such wonderful friends with me. The modules are quite difficult this Semester.

Getting an A is not as easy as last Semester.
But I am pushing myself further to get my GPA good this time.

Now, it is 2 weeks of break. 2 weeks of no classes and just relax and enjoy the weather in Singapore. But on the other side, I have to do my Assignment 2. Freaking hard! -.-


Anyways, the weather in Singapore has been raining non stop. A month of winter, I presume. Met my best friends on last Tuesday. It has been so long since we last saw each other. I am so happy to finally spend some time with them. Will do it more often!

By the way, great news to share. I have a short story to shoot this Tuesday. My very first time directing it. I hope everything turns out fine. It may not be the best, but I am just trying my luck. You know like, just give it a shot for a while. I love directing. Other than acting, directing and scriptwriting has been my passion since 2007. Can't wait for Tuesday and we shall see how it all goes later!

On the bright side, I have been enjoying my holidays since Friday. It has been awesome. Had my work meeting yesterday night. Talked from 11pm to 1am plus. Miss them lots!
Honestly speaking, this year flies very fast.

In a blink of an eye, 2012 is coming. In 2 weeks time. I can't wait for what 2012 has install for me. 5 more problems to Semester 2 and I am done with Year 1.
Hopefully my year 2 is gonna be as awesome as my year 1. Woohoo!

In case you all don't know, I took a break from Drama IG. Yes, a long hiatus. I don't know what's up with me but I just need a break. Maybe for this time. Will be back once my heart is open for it again. (:
Alright, time to see what's there to eat! Feeling hungry now! Bye people. Love you all!

a little bit of love will do.



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.